{"id":2772,"date":"2011-10-17T10:24:47","date_gmt":"2011-10-17T17:24:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/phpstack-562680-2277615.cloudwaysapps.com\/?p=2772"},"modified":"2013-02-11T19:01:35","modified_gmt":"2013-02-12T00:01:35","slug":"the-train-new-poetry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/phpstack-562680-2277615.cloudwaysapps.com\/2011\/10\/the-train-new-poetry\/","title":{"rendered":"The Train: New Poetry"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Each week, I travel to and from work by train. My children cling to my legs and wave their arms and shout farewells, as I board my bike and pedal towards the train station, feeling a tight-throated yearning for their sweet presence, and a gravitational pull towards freedom, possibility, self. The train has become a powerful metaphor for my life. As soon as I board, I am acutely aware that I have made a decision and put myself in motion, and then, of a sudden, am not in control, am barreling toward a destination, watching the world beyond the window, wondering. It has become a space of poetry, a liminal space of possibility, and, in its own way, a space of prayer. Below are two poems I wrote during the month of Ellul and the period of the High Holy Days.<\/span><\/p>\n

Escape<\/em><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Though the train rocks
\nmy unsteady<\/span><\/p>\n

hand in its
\nstormy grasp<\/span><\/p>\n

I will not
\nbe flung<\/span><\/p>\n

overboard. Deep
\nwithin its<\/span><\/p>\n

wavy chambers I
\nwill sleep<\/span><\/p>\n

unseen unquestioned
\nscribbling my prayers<\/span><\/p>\n

patiently awaiting
\nthe gaping tunnel the<\/span><\/p>\n

inevitable<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/strong><\/p>\n

Though the King<\/em><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Though
\nThe King is in the field<\/span><\/p>\n

And I
\nWho have been so long wandering lost<\/span><\/p>\n

Amongst its
\nTall grasses sweet wet soft scents<\/span><\/p>\n

Waiting
\nTo be found as I slip amidst the trees<\/span><\/p>\n

As day
\nAfter day I think I feel against my<\/span><\/p>\n

Legs His
\nRoyal robes His warm palm brushing mine<\/span><\/p>\n

My breath
\nQuickens and though He is so close<\/span><\/p>\n

I find myself suddenly in on this train.
\nMy wild<\/span><\/p>\n

Gaze following His damp footprints
\nMy dry throat silenced mid-prayer,<\/span><\/p>\n

Longing.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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